there it goes....

well, i've been here and poking around in the  backlogs of things...my inspirations run high, but my energy low. I don't manage to get much done these days, aside from work. I wish i could say i was doing fabulous and turning it all around, but... that's not the way it goes.

So...with this, i will sadly be saying goodbye to my premium membership for a while. I went on a binge of donating points and memberships and didn't even realize i had my own membership expiring.

Maybe i'll learn how much i loved it while i don't have it, and i'll be more grateful for having it once i can again.

anyway....i'll be poking around a lot more... silently watching from the dark corners. Keep it gruesome out there!